us to do face to face a video treatment session…4Zzz Better Help… and then when it came time to do it i existed i was ready to go she wasn’t there i thought that was kind of odd however you know no one’s perfect so i provided her some time so about five minutes passed and when she finally sent me a message so she sent me a message and it stated hey let’s move into the live chat option therefore we had a therapy session through chat when i desired it to be through video and i comprehend like you get what you pay for um therefore you know better aid i do not i do not understand about other individuals’s experiences with better aid um but it was it appeared to me that um
really seem like she was taking note of me and i in fact prefer video therapy um over you know texting or e-mail whatever i don’t know if they do therapy through email i do not believe so but i really choose video over anything and so i did that in hopes that we would be able to build off of what we had currently been sort of discussing and some of the problems that we have actually been discussing and so it did not turn out to be um it didn’t turn out to be what i desired it to be she appeared to be really distracted it remained in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer like she never ever for like she would take a look at me every so often but probably 97 of the time she was searching in another instructions and that didn’t really make me seem like i was hurt or being listened to therefore she you understand was likewise like on her phone and just i don’t understand it just was truly weird now better hope they they just make use of licensed therapists and so i had looked this uh looked her up because i just wanted to make sure whatever was legit and it was um but the um you understand how they say you understand like bedside manners like with medical professionals i didn’t um i don’t really know what it would be phone side mentor video side manner i don’t know treatment side way heard way didn’t work for me um therefore like i said i i didn’t truly feel as if i the one thing that i wanted to do most like i said was a video option i didn’t really feel as if that was the strongest match of my therapist now we did have really you know thorough conversation however um there existed were some times when i would say specific things and
she would react with something that resembled very random or often she was you know respond to what i stated or like i do not understand it just didn’t seem like she was extremely present um so i got a brand-new therapist through the better health platform therefore when you are signing up for a therapist you have to fill out like this survey and they assign you to somebody and so i filled out the survey once again um and it you need to go into you know well i entered into depth on my situation therefore that didn’t truly feel excellent to have to go through that procedure all over once again um but i resembled whatever so that new therapist got appointed to me and then she sent me a message that said you in fact need to be looking for somebody who concentrates on this i would encourage you to alter your provider so then i had to fill up out the um questionnaire once again go through that whole trauma of filling it out once again and after that i was designated to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were using the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my first therapist but she still was responsive adequate and so then i registered for a video for 4Zzz Better Help
It cost me 272 dollars and that was with the monetary help um and the the one thing that i truly actually taken pleasure in about um better help was the reality that i might talk to my therapist at any point and so that’s what i started doing i was i was talking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting back and forth talking to her non-stop um any any and everything that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i decided that i desired to do a video a video with her so i desired to do a um a live the live video choice and so when i did that um the relationship and the chemistry and all of the things that i felt like we built just wasn’t there and i didn’t.