us to do face to face a video treatment session…Better Help Grief… and after that when it came time to do it i was there i was ready to go she wasn’t there i thought that was sort of odd but you know nobody’s ideal so i offered her a long time so about five minutes went by and when she lastly sent me a message so she sent me a message and it stated hey let’s move into the live chat alternative therefore we had a treatment session through chat when i desired it to be through video and i understand like you get what you pay for um therefore you understand better help i don’t i don’t understand about other people’s experiences with better aid um but it was it appeared to me that um
truly seem like she was taking note of me and i in fact prefer video therapy um over you know texting or email whatever i do not understand if they do treatment through email i don’t believe so but i really prefer video over anything and so i did that in hopes that we would have the ability to build off of what we had already been type of talking about and a few of the problems that we have actually been discussing therefore it did not turn out to be um it didn’t turn out to be what i desired it to be she seemed to be truly sidetracked it was in my mind it was like she was playing solitaire or something on her computer like she never ever for like she would take a look at me every now and then but most likely 97 of the time she was searching in another direction which didn’t really make me feel like i was harmed or being listened to and so she you understand was also like on her phone and just i don’t understand it just was actually weird now much better hope they they only use licensed therapists therefore i had looked this uh looked her up since i simply wanted to make sure whatever was legitimate and it was um but the um you know how they say you understand like bedside good manners like with medical professionals i didn’t um i don’t really understand what it would be phone side mentor video side manner i do not know therapy side manner heard manner didn’t work for me um and so like i stated i i didn’t truly feel as if i the one thing that i wished to do most like i said was a video option i didn’t really feel as if that was the greatest fit of my therapist now we did have really you know in-depth conversation but um there were there were long times when i would say specific things and
she would react with something that was like extremely random or sometimes she was you know react to what i said or like i don’t know it just didn’t appear like she was incredibly present um so i got a brand-new therapist through the better health platform therefore when you are registering for a therapist you have to fill out like this questionnaire and they assign you to somebody and so i filled out the survey again um and it you have to go into you know well i entered into depth on my scenario and so that didn’t truly feel excellent to need to go through that procedure all over once again um but i resembled whatever so that new therapist got assigned to me and then she sent me a message that stated you in fact should be trying to find somebody who concentrates on this i would motivate you to change your service provider so then i needed to fill up out the um questionnaire again go through that whole injury of filling it out once again and after that i was appointed to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were using the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist but she still was responsive adequate and so then i registered for a video for Better Help Grief
It cost me 272 dollars and that was with the monetary aid um and the the one thing that i really truly taken pleasure in about um much better help was the fact that i might talk to my therapist at any point and so that’s what i started doing i was i was talking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting back and forth talking to her non-stop um any any and everything that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i desired to do a video a video with her so i wanted to do a um a live the live video choice and so when i did that um the chemistry and the relationship and all of the things that i felt like we constructed simply wasn’t there and i didn’t.