us to do face to face a video therapy session…Better Help International… and after that when it came time to do it i existed i was ready to go she wasn’t there i thought that was kind of odd however you know no one’s perfect so i provided her a long time so about 5 minutes passed and when she lastly sent me a message so she sent me a message and it stated hey let’s move into the live chat choice therefore we had a treatment session through chat when i wanted it to be through video and i understand like you get what you pay for um and so you understand better assistance i do not i do not learn about other people’s experiences with much better help um but it was it appeared to me that um
truly seem like she was paying attention to me and i actually prefer video treatment um over you know texting or e-mail whatever i do not know if they do therapy through email i don’t think so however i actually choose video over anything therefore i did that in hopes that we would be able to construct off of what we had actually already been sort of talking about and some of the concerns that we have been going over and so it did not turn out to be um it didn’t turn out to be what i wanted it to be she seemed to be really distracted it was in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer like she never ever for like she would look at me every now and then however probably 97 of the time she was looking in another instructions and that didn’t truly make me seem like i was hurt or being listened to and so she you know was also like on her phone and simply i don’t understand it simply was actually unusual now much better hope they they only make use of licensed therapists therefore i had actually looked this uh looked her up since i just wished to ensure whatever was legitimate and it was um but the um you know how they say you know like bedside manners like with physicians i didn’t um i do not actually understand what it would be phone side mentor video side way i do not understand treatment side manner heard way didn’t work for me um therefore like i said i i didn’t truly feel as if i the something that i wanted to do most like i said was a video alternative i didn’t actually feel as if that was the strongest suit of my therapist now we did have really you know thorough conversation but um there were there were long times when i would say particular things and
she would react with something that resembled very random or in some cases she was you understand react to what i stated or like i do not know it just didn’t look like she was extremely present um so i got a new therapist through the better health platform therefore when you are registering for a therapist you need to complete like this questionnaire and they assign you to somebody therefore i completed the questionnaire again um and it you have to go into you know well i entered into depth on my scenario therefore that didn’t actually feel good to need to go through that procedure all over again um but i was like whatever so that new therapist got assigned to me and after that she sent me a message that stated you really ought to be trying to find somebody who specializes in this i would motivate you to alter your company so then i needed to refill out the um questionnaire again go through that entire trauma of filling it out once again and after that i was appointed to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were utilizing the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist however she still was responsive enough and so then i registered for a video for Better Help International
so it cost me 272 dollars which was with the financial assistance um and the the something that i truly actually taken pleasure in about um better assistance was the fact that i could speak to my therapist at any point and so that’s what i started doing i was i was speaking with my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting back and forth speaking to her non-stop um any any and everything that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i decided that i wished to do a video a video with her so i wished to do a um a live the live video option and so when i did that um the chemistry and the relationship and all of the things that i felt like we developed just wasn’t there and i didn’t.