us to do face to face a video therapy session…Better Help Koers… and then when it came time to do it i existed i was ready to go she wasn’t there i thought that was type of odd but you understand no one’s ideal so i provided her a long time so about 5 minutes passed and when she finally sent me a message so she sent me a message and it stated hey let’s move into the live chat choice and so we had a therapy session through chat when i wanted it to be through video and i comprehend like you get what you spend for um therefore you understand better aid i do not i don’t understand about other individuals’s experiences with better assistance um but it was it seemed to me that um
actually feel like she was taking notice of me and i really choose video treatment um over you know texting or e-mail whatever i don’t know if they do therapy through e-mail i don’t believe so however i actually prefer video over anything and so i did that in hopes that we would be able to develop off of what we had actually currently been sort of talking about and a few of the problems that we have actually been going over therefore it did not turn out to be um it didn’t end up being what i desired it to be she seemed to be truly sidetracked it was in my mind it was like she was playing solitaire or something on her computer system like she never for like she would take a look at me from time to time but most likely 97 of the time she was searching in another instructions which didn’t actually make me seem like i was harmed or being listened to and so she you know was likewise like on her phone and simply i don’t know it simply was really strange now better hope they they just make use of licensed therapists and so i had looked this uh looked her up due to the fact that i just wished to make certain whatever was legit and it was um but the um you know how they state you know like bedside manners like with medical professionals i didn’t um i do not really know what it would be phone side coach video side manner i don’t know therapy side manner heard way didn’t work for me um and so like i said i i didn’t actually feel as if i the something that i wished to do most like i said was a video alternative i didn’t truly feel as if that was the greatest fit of my therapist now we did have actually you know in-depth conversation however um there were there were long times when i would say specific things and
she would react with something that resembled super random or in some cases she was you know react to what i stated or like i don’t understand it simply didn’t appear like she was incredibly present um so i got a brand-new therapist through the better health platform and so when you are signing up for a therapist you have to fill out like this survey and they assign you to somebody therefore i submitted the questionnaire again um and it you need to go into you know well i entered into depth on my situation therefore that didn’t really feel excellent to need to go through that procedure all over again um but i was like whatever so that new therapist got appointed to me and after that she sent me a message that stated you actually ought to be searching for somebody who specializes in this i would encourage you to change your supplier so then i needed to refill out the um questionnaire again go through that entire trauma of filling it out once again and after that i was designated to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were using the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my first therapist however she still was responsive enough therefore then i signed up for a video for Better Help Koers
so it cost me 272 dollars and that was with the financial assistance um and the the something that i actually actually delighted in about um better aid was the fact that i might talk to my therapist at any point and so that’s what i started doing i was i was speaking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting back and forth speaking with her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wished to do a video a video with her so i wanted to do a um a live the live video option therefore when i did that um the relationship and the chemistry and all of the important things that i felt like we built just wasn’t there and i didn’t.