us to do face to face a video therapy session…Better Help L… and then when it came time to do it i was there i was ready to go she wasn’t there i thought that was kind of odd however you know nobody’s ideal so i offered her some time so about 5 minutes went by and when she lastly sent me a message so she sent me a message and it said hey let’s move into the live chat alternative and so we had a treatment session through chat when i desired it to be through video and i understand like you get what you spend for um therefore you know better aid i don’t i do not understand about other people’s experiences with better assistance um but it was it seemed to me that um
actually feel like she was taking notice of me and i really prefer video treatment um over you know texting or e-mail whatever i don’t know if they do therapy through email i don’t think so but i in fact prefer video over anything therefore i did that in hopes that we would be able to build off of what we had actually currently been sort of talking about and a few of the concerns that we have actually been talking about therefore it did not end up being um it didn’t turn out to be what i wanted it to be she seemed to be really sidetracked it was in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer system like she never ever for like she would take a look at me every now and then however probably 97 of the time she was looking in another direction and that didn’t truly make me seem like i was harmed or being listened to therefore she you understand was also like on her phone and simply i do not understand it just was really unusual now better hope they they only utilize licensed therapists therefore i had actually looked this uh looked her up due to the fact that i simply wished to make certain whatever was legit and it was um but the um you know how they say you understand like bedside good manners like with doctors i didn’t um i don’t really know what it would be phone side mentor video side way i do not know therapy side manner heard manner didn’t work for me um therefore like i said i i didn’t truly feel as if i the one thing that i wished to do most like i said was a video option i didn’t really feel as if that was the strongest fit of my therapist now we did have truly you know extensive discussion however um there were there were some times when i would say certain things and
she would react with something that resembled super random or in some cases she was you understand respond to what i said or like i don’t know it simply didn’t seem like she was super present um so i got a brand-new therapist through the much better health platform therefore when you are registering for a therapist you need to complete like this questionnaire and they assign you to someone and so i filled out the questionnaire again um and it you have to go into you know well i entered into depth on my scenario therefore that didn’t really feel great to need to go through that process all over once again um however i resembled whatever so that brand-new therapist got designated to me and then she sent me a message that said you actually must be trying to find somebody who concentrates on this i would encourage you to change your service provider so then i needed to refill out the um survey once again go through that entire trauma of filling it out once again and after that i was appointed to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were using the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist but she still was responsive sufficient therefore then i signed up for a video for Better Help L
It cost me 272 dollars and that was with the monetary help um and the the one thing that i actually truly delighted in about um better aid was the truth that i could talk to my therapist at any point and so that’s what i began doing i was i was talking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting back and forth talking to her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i decided that i desired to do a video a video with her so i wanted to do a um a live the live video alternative and so when i did that um the rapport and the chemistry and all of the things that i felt like we developed just wasn’t there and i didn’t.