us to do face to face a video treatment session…Better Help Launch… and after that when it came time to do it i existed i was ready to go she wasn’t there i thought that was kind of odd but you know nobody’s best so i gave her some time so about 5 minutes went by and when she finally sent me a message so she sent me a message and it said hey let’s move into the live chat choice therefore we had a treatment session through chat when i desired it to be through video and i understand like you get what you pay for um and so you understand much better help i do not i do not understand about other people’s experiences with better assistance um however it was it seemed to me that um
really feel like she was taking note of me and i really choose video treatment um over you understand texting or e-mail whatever i don’t know if they do treatment through email i don’t believe so however i really choose video over anything therefore i did that in hopes that we would have the ability to construct off of what we had currently been sort of speaking about and some of the concerns that we have been discussing and so it did not end up being um it didn’t end up being what i desired it to be she seemed to be actually distracted it was in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer system like she never ever for like she would look at me from time to time but probably 97 of the time she was searching in another instructions and that didn’t truly make me seem like i was harmed or being listened to therefore she you know was likewise like on her phone and simply i do not know it simply was actually weird now better hope they they only use certified therapists and so i had looked this uh looked her up since i just wished to ensure whatever was legit and it was um however the um you understand how they state you understand like bedside manners like with physicians i didn’t um i do not really know what it would be phone side coach video side way i don’t know therapy side way heard way didn’t work for me um and so like i said i i didn’t really feel as if i the one thing that i wanted to do most like i stated was a video alternative i didn’t actually feel as if that was the greatest fit of my therapist now we did have truly you understand in-depth discussion but um there were there were some times when i would state particular things and
she would respond with something that was like extremely random or in some cases she was you understand respond to what i said or like i don’t understand it simply didn’t appear like she was super present um so i got a new therapist through the better health platform therefore when you are registering for a therapist you need to submit like this survey and they assign you to somebody therefore i filled out the survey once again um and it you have to go into you know well i went into depth on my scenario therefore that didn’t really feel excellent to have to go through that procedure all over again um however i resembled whatever so that new therapist got designated to me and then she sent me a message that stated you really should be trying to find someone who concentrates on this i would motivate you to change your provider so then i needed to fill up out the um survey again go through that whole trauma of filling it out once again and after that i was appointed to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were using the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist however she still was responsive adequate and so then i signed up for a video for Better Help Launch
It cost me 272 dollars and that was with the financial aid um and the the one thing that i really really taken pleasure in about um better aid was the reality that i might talk to my therapist at any point and so that’s what i began doing i was i was talking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting back and forth talking to her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i decided that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i desired to do a um a live the live video option and so when i did that um the chemistry and the relationship and all of the things that i felt like we developed simply wasn’t there and i didn’t.