us to do face to face a video therapy session…Better Help Licence… and then when it came time to do it i was there i was ready to go she wasn’t there i thought that was kind of odd however you understand nobody’s ideal so i gave her some time so about 5 minutes went by and when she lastly sent me a message so she sent me a message and it said hey let’s move into the live chat option and so we had a treatment session through chat when i desired it to be through video and i understand like you get what you pay for um and so you understand better help i don’t i do not learn about other individuals’s experiences with much better help um however it was it appeared to me that um
actually feel like she was paying attention to me and i really prefer video therapy um over you know texting or email whatever i don’t understand if they do treatment through email i don’t think so but i actually choose video over anything therefore i did that in hopes that we would be able to develop off of what we had actually currently been type of speaking about and some of the issues that we have been discussing and so it did not turn out to be um it didn’t turn out to be what i wanted it to be she seemed to be actually distracted it was in my mind it was like she was playing solitaire or something on her computer like she never ever for like she would take a look at me from time to time but probably 97 of the time she was searching in another instructions which didn’t really make me seem like i was harmed or being listened to therefore she you understand was also like on her phone and just i don’t know it just was truly strange now better hope they they only use licensed therapists therefore i had looked this uh looked her up since i just wanted to make certain whatever was legitimate and it was um however the um you know how they state you understand like bedside manners like with medical professionals i didn’t um i don’t really understand what it would be phone side coach video side manner i do not know therapy side way heard manner didn’t work for me um and so like i stated i i didn’t actually feel as if i the one thing that i wanted to do most like i stated was a video option i didn’t truly feel as if that was the greatest fit of my therapist now we did have truly you know thorough conversation but um there existed were some times when i would say specific things and
she would react with something that was like extremely random or often she was you know react to what i stated or like i do not know it simply didn’t look like she was super present um so i got a new therapist through the better health platform therefore when you are signing up for a therapist you have to fill out like this survey and they assign you to someone therefore i filled out the survey once again um and it you have to go into you understand well i went into depth on my scenario and so that didn’t truly feel great to need to go through that procedure all over once again um but i was like whatever so that brand-new therapist got assigned to me and then she sent me a message that stated you really ought to be searching for someone who concentrates on this i would encourage you to change your provider so then i needed to fill up out the um questionnaire again go through that whole injury of filling it out again and after that i was designated to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were utilizing the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my first therapist however she still was responsive enough therefore then i signed up for a video for Better Help Licence
It cost me 272 dollars and that was with the financial aid um and the the one thing that i really actually taken pleasure in about um better assistance was the fact that i could talk to my therapist at any point and so that’s what i began doing i was i was talking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting back and forth talking to her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i desired to do a video a video with her so i desired to do a um a live the live video alternative and so when i did that um the chemistry and the connection and all of the things that i felt like we built simply wasn’t there and i didn’t.