us to do face to face a video treatment session…Better Help Mandarin… and after that when it came time to do it i was there i was ready to go she wasn’t there i believed that was sort of odd however you know no one’s best so i gave her some time so about five minutes passed and when she finally sent me a message so she sent me a message and it said hey let’s move into the live chat option therefore we had a therapy session through chat when i desired it to be through video and i understand like you get what you pay for um and so you understand much better assistance i do not i don’t learn about other individuals’s experiences with much better help um but it was it seemed to me that um
actually seem like she was paying attention to me and i actually prefer video treatment um over you know texting or e-mail whatever i do not know if they do treatment through e-mail i don’t believe so but i really choose video over anything and so i did that in hopes that we would be able to build off of what we had actually already been sort of discussing and a few of the issues that we have been talking about and so it did not end up being um it didn’t end up being what i wanted it to be she seemed to be actually distracted it remained in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer system like she never ever for like she would take a look at me every now and then however most likely 97 of the time she was searching in another direction and that didn’t really make me feel like i was injured or being listened to and so she you understand was likewise like on her phone and just i don’t understand it simply was really strange now better hope they they only make use of certified therapists therefore i had looked this uh looked her up since i simply wished to make sure everything was legitimate and it was um however the um you understand how they say you know like bedside good manners like with physicians i didn’t um i do not actually understand what it would be phone side mentor video side manner i don’t understand treatment side manner heard manner didn’t work for me um therefore like i said i i didn’t truly feel as if i the one thing that i wished to do most like i stated was a video option i didn’t truly feel as if that was the strongest match of my therapist now we did have actually you understand thorough conversation but um there were there were long times when i would state particular things and
she would react with something that was like very random or sometimes she was you know react to what i stated or like i don’t understand it just didn’t appear like she was very present um so i got a brand-new therapist through the much better health platform and so when you are registering for a therapist you need to fill out like this questionnaire and they assign you to someone therefore i submitted the survey again um and it you have to go into you know well i went into depth on my circumstance therefore that didn’t truly feel good to have to go through that procedure all over once again um however i was like whatever so that new therapist got assigned to me and then she sent me a message that stated you actually ought to be trying to find someone who concentrates on this i would encourage you to alter your company so then i needed to refill out the um survey once again go through that whole injury of filling it out once again and after that i was appointed to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were utilizing the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my first therapist however she still was responsive adequate therefore then i signed up for a video for Better Help Mandarin
so it cost me 272 dollars and that was with the financial aid um and the the something that i really actually enjoyed about um better aid was the fact that i could talk with my therapist at any point and so that’s what i began doing i was i was speaking to my therapist non-stop through text so we were texting backward and forward talking to her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i decided that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i wished to do a um a live the live video option therefore when i did that um the chemistry and the relationship and all of the important things that i felt like we constructed just wasn’t there and i didn’t.