us to do face to face a video treatment session…Better Help/Michael… and then when it came time to do it i existed i was ready to go she wasn’t there i thought that was kind of odd but you understand no one’s ideal so i provided her a long time so about five minutes passed and when she lastly sent me a message so she sent me a message and it stated hey let’s move into the live chat choice therefore we had a therapy session through chat when i wanted it to be through video and i understand like you get what you spend for um therefore you know better help i don’t i don’t understand about other individuals’s experiences with much better help um but it was it appeared to me that um
really seem like she was focusing on me and i in fact prefer video therapy um over you understand texting or e-mail whatever i do not know if they do therapy through e-mail i don’t think so but i really choose video over anything therefore i did that in hopes that we would be able to construct off of what we had currently been kind of talking about and some of the issues that we have actually been discussing therefore it did not end up being um it didn’t end up being what i desired it to be she appeared to be actually distracted it was in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer like she never for like she would look at me every now and then but most likely 97 of the time she was searching in another instructions which didn’t actually make me feel like i was harmed or being listened to and so she you know was also like on her phone and just i do not know it simply was really weird now much better hope they they just use certified therapists and so i had looked this uh looked her up because i just wanted to make certain whatever was legitimate and it was um but the um you understand how they state you understand like bedside manners like with medical professionals i didn’t um i do not really understand what it would be phone side coach video side way i do not know therapy side manner heard manner didn’t work for me um and so like i said i i didn’t really feel as if i the one thing that i wished to do most like i stated was a video option i didn’t actually feel as if that was the greatest fit of my therapist now we did have actually you understand thorough conversation but um there were there were long times when i would say specific things and
she would respond with something that was like incredibly random or in some cases she was you understand respond to what i stated or like i do not understand it simply didn’t seem like she was very present um so i got a brand-new therapist through the better health platform therefore when you are signing up for a therapist you have to complete like this questionnaire and they assign you to someone therefore i completed the questionnaire again um and it you need to go into you know well i entered into depth on my scenario therefore that didn’t really feel good to need to go through that procedure all over once again um however i was like whatever so that new therapist got assigned to me and then she sent me a message that stated you actually should be searching for somebody who concentrates on this i would encourage you to alter your supplier so then i needed to refill out the um questionnaire once again go through that entire injury of filling it out again and after that i was assigned to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were using the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist but she still was responsive adequate and so then i registered for a video for Better Help/Michael
so it cost me 272 dollars and that was with the financial aid um and the the something that i truly really taken pleasure in about um better help was the reality that i could talk to my therapist at any point therefore that’s what i started doing i was i was talking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting back and forth talking with her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i wished to do a um a live the live video alternative therefore when i did that um the chemistry and the relationship and all of the important things that i seemed like we constructed just wasn’t there and i didn’t.