us to do face to face a video treatment session…Better Help Questionnaire… and after that when it came time to do it i was there i was ready to go she wasn’t there i believed that was type of odd but you know no one’s perfect so i provided her some time so about 5 minutes passed and when she finally sent me a message so she sent me a message and it said hey let’s move into the live chat choice and so we had a therapy session through chat when i desired it to be through video and i comprehend like you get what you spend for um therefore you know much better help i do not i don’t understand about other individuals’s experiences with much better aid um however it was it appeared to me that um
actually seem like she was focusing on me and i in fact prefer video therapy um over you know texting or e-mail whatever i don’t know if they do treatment through e-mail i do not think so but i really prefer video over anything therefore i did that in hopes that we would be able to build off of what we had already been type of talking about and some of the problems that we have actually been discussing and so it did not turn out to be um it didn’t end up being what i wanted it to be she appeared to be actually sidetracked it was in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer like she never for like she would take a look at me every once in a while but probably 97 of the time she was looking in another instructions and that didn’t actually make me seem like i was hurt or being listened to therefore she you know was also like on her phone and just i don’t understand it just was really odd now better hope they they just make use of licensed therapists therefore i had looked this uh looked her up because i simply wished to make certain everything was legitimate and it was um however the um you know how they state you know like bedside manners like with doctors i didn’t um i don’t really understand what it would be phone side coach video side way i don’t know treatment side manner heard way didn’t work for me um and so like i stated i i didn’t truly feel as if i the something that i wanted to do most like i stated was a video choice i didn’t truly feel as if that was the greatest fit of my therapist now we did have really you understand in-depth conversation but um there were there were long times when i would state particular things and
she would respond with something that was like incredibly random or in some cases she was you understand react to what i stated or like i do not know it simply didn’t look like she was extremely present um so i got a new therapist through the better health platform and so when you are registering for a therapist you have to submit like this survey and they assign you to somebody therefore i filled out the survey again um and it you have to go into you understand well i entered into depth on my situation therefore that didn’t really feel excellent to need to go through that procedure all over once again um however i was like whatever so that brand-new therapist got assigned to me and after that she sent me a message that stated you really need to be searching for someone who focuses on this i would motivate you to alter your provider so then i needed to refill out the um questionnaire again go through that whole trauma of filling it out once again and then i was appointed to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were utilizing the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist but she still was responsive enough and so then i signed up for a video for Better Help Questionnaire
so it cost me 272 dollars and that was with the financial assistance um and the the one thing that i really actually taken pleasure in about um better assistance was the fact that i could speak with my therapist at any point and so that’s what i started doing i was i was speaking with my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting backward and forward talking with her non-stop um any any and everything that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i wished to do a um a live the live video alternative and so when i did that um the rapport and the chemistry and all of the important things that i felt like we constructed just wasn’t there and i didn’t.