us to do face to face a video therapy session…Better Help Spac Presentation… and after that when it came time to do it i was there i was ready to go she wasn’t there i thought that was type of odd however you understand no one’s perfect so i gave her some time so about five minutes went by and when she lastly sent me a message so she sent me a message and it stated hey let’s move into the live chat choice and so we had a therapy session through chat when i desired it to be through video and i understand like you get what you pay for um and so you know better aid i don’t i don’t understand about other individuals’s experiences with much better help um but it was it appeared to me that um
actually seem like she was focusing on me and i actually prefer video therapy um over you understand texting or email whatever i do not know if they do treatment through email i don’t think so but i actually prefer video over anything therefore i did that in hopes that we would have the ability to build off of what we had currently been kind of discussing and some of the issues that we have been discussing therefore it did not turn out to be um it didn’t end up being what i desired it to be she seemed to be really distracted it was in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer system like she never for like she would look at me every so often however probably 97 of the time she was looking in another direction which didn’t really make me feel like i was harmed or being listened to therefore she you understand was likewise like on her phone and just i do not understand it just was actually weird now better hope they they just make use of licensed therapists therefore i had looked this uh looked her up due to the fact that i just wanted to ensure whatever was legit and it was um however the um you understand how they state you know like bedside manners like with physicians i didn’t um i don’t actually understand what it would be phone side mentor video side way i don’t know therapy side way heard manner didn’t work for me um therefore like i said i i didn’t truly feel as if i the one thing that i wanted to do most like i said was a video choice i didn’t actually feel as if that was the strongest suit of my therapist now we did have truly you know thorough conversation however um there were there were long times when i would say certain things and
she would react with something that was like super random or in some cases she was you understand react to what i said or like i do not know it just didn’t look like she was incredibly present um so i got a new therapist through the better health platform and so when you are registering for a therapist you have to complete like this survey and they assign you to someone and so i completed the survey once again um and it you have to go into you understand well i entered into depth on my scenario therefore that didn’t truly feel excellent to need to go through that process all over again um but i resembled whatever so that new therapist got designated to me and after that she sent me a message that said you actually ought to be looking for someone who concentrates on this i would motivate you to alter your provider so then i had to fill up out the um questionnaire again go through that whole trauma of filling it out again and then i was designated to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were utilizing the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist but she still was responsive adequate and so then i registered for a video for Better Help Spac Presentation
so it cost me 272 dollars which was with the financial assistance um and the the something that i truly actually delighted in about um better assistance was the reality that i could speak to my therapist at any point therefore that’s what i started doing i was i was speaking with my therapist non-stop through text so we were texting backward and forward speaking to her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i wished to do a um a live the live video option therefore when i did that um the connection and the chemistry and all of the things that i seemed like we constructed just wasn’t there and i didn’t.