us to do face to face a video therapy session…Better Help Summer Internship… and after that when it came time to do it i existed i was ready to go she wasn’t there i believed that was type of odd but you know no one’s best so i gave her some time so about 5 minutes went by and when she lastly sent me a message so she sent me a message and it said hey let’s move into the live chat option and so we had a therapy session through chat when i wanted it to be through video and i comprehend like you get what you spend for um and so you understand much better help i do not i do not know about other people’s experiences with better aid um however it was it appeared to me that um
actually seem like she was taking notice of me and i in fact prefer video treatment um over you know texting or email whatever i don’t know if they do treatment through email i don’t think so but i in fact prefer video over anything therefore i did that in hopes that we would have the ability to build off of what we had actually already been kind of talking about and a few of the concerns that we have actually been talking about therefore it did not turn out to be um it didn’t end up being what i desired it to be she appeared to be actually distracted it remained in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer like she never for like she would take a look at me every now and then however most likely 97 of the time she was looking in another direction which didn’t actually make me seem like i was harmed or being listened to therefore she you know was likewise like on her phone and just i don’t understand it just was really unusual now much better hope they they only use licensed therapists and so i had looked this uh looked her up because i simply wanted to ensure everything was legit and it was um but the um you understand how they state you understand like bedside good manners like with physicians i didn’t um i don’t truly understand what it would be phone side coach video side manner i do not understand treatment side way heard way didn’t work for me um therefore like i said i i didn’t really feel as if i the something that i wanted to do most like i said was a video alternative i didn’t truly feel as if that was the strongest suit of my therapist now we did have truly you know thorough conversation however um there were there were long times when i would state particular things and
she would react with something that was like incredibly random or in some cases she was you understand respond to what i said or like i don’t understand it simply didn’t appear like she was incredibly present um so i got a new therapist through the much better health platform and so when you are signing up for a therapist you have to submit like this questionnaire and they assign you to somebody and so i filled out the survey again um and it you have to go into you understand well i went into depth on my situation therefore that didn’t really feel excellent to have to go through that process all over once again um however i was like whatever so that new therapist got designated to me and after that she sent me a message that said you really should be searching for someone who concentrates on this i would encourage you to change your provider so then i had to fill up out the um survey again go through that entire trauma of filling it out once again and then i was designated to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were utilizing the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist however she still was responsive enough and so then i signed up for a video for Better Help Summer Internship
so it cost me 272 dollars which was with the financial assistance um and the the something that i actually actually enjoyed about um better help was the fact that i could talk with my therapist at any point and so that’s what i began doing i was i was speaking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting back and forth speaking to her non-stop um any any and everything that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i decided that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i wished to do a um a live the live video choice therefore when i did that um the chemistry and the connection and all of the important things that i felt like we constructed just wasn’t there and i didn’t.