us to do face to face a video treatment session…Better Help Support… and then when it came time to do it i was there i was ready to go she wasn’t there i believed that was kind of odd but you know no one’s ideal so i provided her some time so about 5 minutes went by and when she finally sent me a message so she sent me a message and it said hey let’s move into the live chat choice therefore we had a treatment session through chat when i desired it to be through video and i comprehend like you get what you spend for um and so you understand better assistance i don’t i don’t learn about other people’s experiences with much better aid um however it was it appeared to me that um
actually feel like she was taking note of me and i in fact choose video therapy um over you understand texting or email whatever i do not know if they do therapy through e-mail i don’t think so but i actually prefer video over anything and so i did that in hopes that we would have the ability to construct off of what we had actually currently been type of speaking about and a few of the concerns that we have been discussing therefore it did not end up being um it didn’t end up being what i desired it to be she appeared to be really sidetracked it remained in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer system like she never for like she would look at me every once in a while but probably 97 of the time she was looking in another instructions and that didn’t actually make me feel like i was harmed or being listened to therefore she you know was likewise like on her phone and just i don’t know it just was truly strange now much better hope they they just make use of certified therapists and so i had actually looked this uh looked her up because i simply wished to make sure whatever was legit and it was um however the um you know how they state you understand like bedside good manners like with medical professionals i didn’t um i do not actually know what it would be phone side mentor video side manner i don’t understand therapy side way heard manner didn’t work for me um therefore like i said i i didn’t truly feel as if i the something that i wanted to do most like i stated was a video option i didn’t truly feel as if that was the strongest match of my therapist now we did have actually you know thorough conversation however um there existed were long times when i would say specific things and
she would respond with something that was like extremely random or sometimes she was you know respond to what i said or like i don’t know it just didn’t appear like she was very present um so i got a brand-new therapist through the better health platform and so when you are signing up for a therapist you have to submit like this survey and they designate you to somebody therefore i completed the questionnaire once again um and it you need to go into you understand well i went into depth on my circumstance therefore that didn’t actually feel great to need to go through that process all over again um but i was like whatever so that brand-new therapist got appointed to me and after that she sent me a message that said you in fact must be looking for someone who specializes in this i would encourage you to change your provider so then i had to fill up out the um questionnaire again go through that whole trauma of filling it out again and then i was assigned to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were using the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist but she still was responsive enough and so then i registered for a video for Better Help Support
It cost me 272 dollars and that was with the financial help um and the the one thing that i really actually taken pleasure in about um much better help was the reality that i might talk to my therapist at any point and so that’s what i began doing i was i was talking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting back and forth talking to her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i decided that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i wanted to do a um a live the live video alternative and so when i did that um the relationship and the chemistry and all of the things that i felt like we constructed simply wasn’t there and i didn’t.