us to do face to face a video treatment session…Better Help Therapist… and after that when it came time to do it i was there i was ready to go she wasn’t there i thought that was sort of odd however you understand no one’s perfect so i provided her some time so about 5 minutes passed and when she finally sent me a message so she sent me a message and it stated hey let’s move into the live chat choice therefore we had a therapy session through chat when i desired it to be through video and i comprehend like you get what you spend for um and so you know better assistance i do not i don’t learn about other individuals’s experiences with much better aid um but it was it appeared to me that um
really seem like she was focusing on me and i really prefer video treatment um over you understand texting or email whatever i don’t know if they do therapy through e-mail i don’t believe so but i in fact choose video over anything and so i did that in hopes that we would have the ability to construct off of what we had actually currently been sort of speaking about and a few of the issues that we have actually been talking about therefore it did not end up being um it didn’t end up being what i wanted it to be she seemed to be actually distracted it was in my mind it was like she was playing solitaire or something on her computer like she never ever for like she would look at me every now and then but most likely 97 of the time she was looking in another instructions which didn’t truly make me seem like i was injured or being listened to and so she you understand was likewise like on her phone and just i don’t understand it simply was actually odd now much better hope they they only make use of certified therapists therefore i had actually looked this uh looked her up since i simply wanted to ensure everything was legit and it was um however the um you understand how they say you understand like bedside good manners like with medical professionals i didn’t um i do not really know what it would be phone side coach video side manner i do not understand therapy side way heard manner didn’t work for me um and so like i said i i didn’t really feel as if i the something that i wished to do most like i stated was a video alternative i didn’t truly feel as if that was the greatest fit of my therapist now we did have actually you know thorough conversation but um there were there were long times when i would state specific things and
she would respond with something that resembled super random or often she was you know respond to what i stated or like i do not understand it simply didn’t seem like she was extremely present um so i got a new therapist through the better health platform and so when you are signing up for a therapist you have to complete like this survey and they assign you to somebody and so i completed the survey once again um and it you have to go into you understand well i entered into depth on my situation therefore that didn’t actually feel good to have to go through that process all over again um however i was like whatever so that new therapist got assigned to me and then she sent me a message that stated you actually need to be trying to find somebody who concentrates on this i would motivate you to alter your provider so then i needed to refill out the um questionnaire once again go through that entire trauma of filling it out once again and after that i was assigned to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were using the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my first therapist but she still was responsive sufficient and so then i registered for a video for Better Help Therapist
so it cost me 272 dollars which was with the financial aid um and the the one thing that i actually really taken pleasure in about um better aid was the reality that i could talk with my therapist at any point therefore that’s what i started doing i was i was speaking with my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting back and forth talking with her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wished to do a video a video with her so i wanted to do a um a live the live video option therefore when i did that um the relationship and the chemistry and all of the important things that i felt like we developed just wasn’t there and i didn’t.