us to do face to face a video therapy session…Better Help Valuation… and after that when it came time to do it i existed i was ready to go she wasn’t there i believed that was kind of odd however you understand nobody’s ideal so i provided her a long time so about five minutes passed and when she lastly sent me a message so she sent me a message and it said hey let’s move into the live chat alternative therefore we had a treatment session through chat when i wanted it to be through video and i understand like you get what you spend for um and so you understand much better aid i don’t i don’t understand about other people’s experiences with better help um but it was it seemed to me that um
really feel like she was taking notice of me and i in fact choose video therapy um over you know texting or email whatever i do not know if they do treatment through e-mail i do not think so however i in fact choose video over anything and so i did that in hopes that we would be able to build off of what we had actually currently been type of speaking about and a few of the problems that we have actually been discussing and so it did not end up being um it didn’t end up being what i wanted it to be she appeared to be truly sidetracked it remained in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer like she never for like she would look at me every now and then but most likely 97 of the time she was looking in another direction which didn’t actually make me seem like i was hurt or being listened to and so she you understand was also like on her phone and just i do not know it just was truly odd now better hope they they only utilize licensed therapists therefore i had actually looked this uh looked her up because i just wished to make sure whatever was legit and it was um but the um you understand how they state you understand like bedside manners like with medical professionals i didn’t um i don’t really understand what it would be phone side mentor video side manner i do not know therapy side way heard way didn’t work for me um therefore like i stated i i didn’t really feel as if i the something that i wished to do most like i stated was a video choice i didn’t really feel as if that was the strongest suit of my therapist now we did have actually you understand in-depth conversation however um there existed were long times when i would state specific things and
she would respond with something that was like very random or sometimes she was you understand react to what i said or like i don’t know it simply didn’t look like she was very present um so i got a new therapist through the better health platform therefore when you are registering for a therapist you need to submit like this questionnaire and they appoint you to somebody and so i submitted the survey once again um and it you have to go into you know well i went into depth on my circumstance and so that didn’t truly feel excellent to have to go through that process all over again um however i was like whatever so that new therapist got appointed to me and after that she sent me a message that said you actually must be looking for someone who specializes in this i would encourage you to alter your company so then i had to refill out the um questionnaire once again go through that entire trauma of filling it out again and after that i was designated to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were utilizing the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist but she still was responsive sufficient therefore then i signed up for a video for Better Help Valuation
so it cost me 272 dollars and that was with the financial assistance um and the the one thing that i truly really delighted in about um much better assistance was the fact that i could speak to my therapist at any point therefore that’s what i started doing i was i was speaking to my therapist non-stop through text so we were texting backward and forward speaking with her non-stop um any any and everything that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i decided that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i wanted to do a um a live the live video choice therefore when i did that um the chemistry and the relationship and all of the things that i felt like we constructed simply wasn’t there and i didn’t.