us to do face to face a video treatment session…Better Help Vector… and then when it came time to do it i existed i was ready to go she wasn’t there i thought that was sort of odd however you understand nobody’s ideal so i provided her a long time so about 5 minutes passed and when she finally sent me a message so she sent me a message and it stated hey let’s move into the live chat option and so we had a therapy session through chat when i wanted it to be through video and i comprehend like you get what you spend for um and so you understand better help i do not i don’t understand about other individuals’s experiences with better help um however it was it seemed to me that um
really feel like she was paying attention to me and i actually prefer video treatment um over you understand texting or email whatever i don’t understand if they do treatment through email i do not believe so however i in fact prefer video over anything therefore i did that in hopes that we would have the ability to build off of what we had already been sort of talking about and some of the concerns that we have actually been discussing and so it did not turn out to be um it didn’t turn out to be what i wanted it to be she seemed to be truly sidetracked it was in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer like she never for like she would take a look at me from time to time however most likely 97 of the time she was searching in another instructions which didn’t really make me feel like i was hurt or being listened to therefore she you understand was likewise like on her phone and simply i do not understand it just was truly odd now better hope they they just make use of licensed therapists therefore i had actually looked this uh looked her up because i just wanted to make certain everything was legit and it was um however the um you understand how they state you know like bedside manners like with medical professionals i didn’t um i don’t really know what it would be phone side mentor video side manner i do not know treatment side manner heard way didn’t work for me um therefore like i said i i didn’t really feel as if i the something that i wished to do most like i said was a video alternative i didn’t really feel as if that was the greatest match of my therapist now we did have truly you know extensive discussion but um there existed were some times when i would state particular things and
she would respond with something that resembled incredibly random or sometimes she was you understand react to what i said or like i don’t understand it just didn’t seem like she was incredibly present um so i got a brand-new therapist through the better health platform therefore when you are signing up for a therapist you need to fill out like this survey and they assign you to someone and so i submitted the questionnaire again um and it you need to go into you understand well i went into depth on my situation and so that didn’t really feel excellent to need to go through that process all over again um however i was like whatever so that new therapist got appointed to me and after that she sent me a message that stated you in fact need to be trying to find someone who concentrates on this i would encourage you to alter your supplier so then i had to refill out the um questionnaire again go through that whole trauma of filling it out once again and then i was designated to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were utilizing the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my first therapist but she still was responsive adequate therefore then i registered for a video for Better Help Vector
It cost me 272 dollars and that was with the financial help um and the the one thing that i actually really enjoyed about um better aid was the truth that i could talk to my therapist at any point and so that’s what i started doing i was i was talking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting back and forth talking to her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i decided that i desired to do a video a video with her so i desired to do a um a live the live video alternative and so when i did that um the connection and the chemistry and all of the things that i felt like we built simply wasn’t there and i didn’t.