us to do face to face a video treatment session…Better Help Vs Pride Counseling… and then when it came time to do it i was there i was ready to go she wasn’t there i thought that was kind of odd however you know no one’s perfect so i gave her a long time so about five minutes went by and when she finally sent me a message so she sent me a message and it said hey let’s move into the live chat choice therefore we had a therapy session through chat when i wanted it to be through video and i understand like you get what you spend for um therefore you know much better aid i don’t i don’t know about other people’s experiences with much better aid um however it was it seemed to me that um
really seem like she was taking notice of me and i actually choose video treatment um over you understand texting or email whatever i do not know if they do treatment through email i don’t think so but i really choose video over anything therefore i did that in hopes that we would be able to construct off of what we had actually currently been sort of speaking about and some of the issues that we have been talking about and so it did not end up being um it didn’t end up being what i desired it to be she appeared to be actually sidetracked it was in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer like she never for like she would take a look at me every now and then however probably 97 of the time she was searching in another direction and that didn’t actually make me feel like i was injured or being listened to and so she you understand was also like on her phone and just i do not understand it simply was actually strange now better hope they they only make use of licensed therapists and so i had looked this uh looked her up since i simply wished to ensure whatever was legit and it was um however the um you know how they state you understand like bedside good manners like with medical professionals i didn’t um i do not truly know what it would be phone side coach video side manner i don’t understand therapy side way heard manner didn’t work for me um therefore like i said i i didn’t really feel as if i the something that i wished to do most like i said was a video choice i didn’t really feel as if that was the greatest suit of my therapist now we did have actually you know thorough discussion but um there existed were some times when i would state certain things and
she would react with something that was like very random or in some cases she was you know react to what i said or like i do not know it just didn’t appear like she was extremely present um so i got a brand-new therapist through the better health platform therefore when you are signing up for a therapist you have to fill out like this survey and they designate you to someone and so i submitted the questionnaire again um and it you need to go into you know well i entered into depth on my circumstance therefore that didn’t truly feel good to have to go through that process all over once again um however i was like whatever so that new therapist got appointed to me and after that she sent me a message that said you in fact should be trying to find someone who specializes in this i would motivate you to change your provider so then i needed to refill out the um questionnaire again go through that entire trauma of filling it out again and then i was assigned to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were using the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist however she still was responsive sufficient and so then i signed up for a video for Better Help Vs Pride Counseling
so it cost me 272 dollars which was with the financial assistance um and the the something that i really truly delighted in about um better help was the reality that i might speak with my therapist at any point therefore that’s what i started doing i was i was talking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting back and forth speaking with her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i wished to do a um a live the live video alternative and so when i did that um the chemistry and the rapport and all of the things that i felt like we constructed simply wasn’t there and i didn’t.