us to do face to face a video treatment session…Juliette Bentolila Better Help… and then when it came time to do it i was there i was ready to go she wasn’t there i thought that was kind of odd however you understand nobody’s best so i gave her some time so about 5 minutes passed and when she finally sent me a message so she sent me a message and it said hey let’s move into the live chat option and so we had a treatment session through chat when i desired it to be through video and i comprehend like you get what you pay for um therefore you know better help i don’t i do not learn about other people’s experiences with better aid um however it was it appeared to me that um
really seem like she was taking note of me and i in fact choose video treatment um over you understand texting or e-mail whatever i don’t understand if they do treatment through e-mail i don’t believe so but i really choose video over anything and so i did that in hopes that we would be able to build off of what we had already been sort of talking about and a few of the problems that we have been talking about therefore it did not end up being um it didn’t turn out to be what i wanted it to be she seemed to be really sidetracked it remained in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer like she never ever for like she would look at me every once in a while however probably 97 of the time she was looking in another instructions which didn’t really make me seem like i was harmed or being listened to and so she you understand was likewise like on her phone and simply i don’t understand it simply was really strange now better hope they they just utilize licensed therapists and so i had looked this uh looked her up because i simply wished to make sure whatever was legit and it was um however the um you know how they state you understand like bedside good manners like with doctors i didn’t um i do not really know what it would be phone side coach video side way i do not know treatment side way heard way didn’t work for me um therefore like i said i i didn’t actually feel as if i the something that i wanted to do most like i said was a video alternative i didn’t truly feel as if that was the greatest fit of my therapist now we did have really you understand in-depth conversation but um there existed were long times when i would say specific things and
she would react with something that resembled incredibly random or sometimes she was you know respond to what i stated or like i don’t understand it just didn’t seem like she was extremely present um so i got a new therapist through the better health platform and so when you are registering for a therapist you have to complete like this questionnaire and they assign you to somebody and so i completed the questionnaire once again um and it you need to go into you understand well i entered into depth on my circumstance and so that didn’t really feel great to need to go through that procedure all over once again um however i was like whatever so that brand-new therapist got appointed to me and after that she sent me a message that said you actually should be searching for somebody who concentrates on this i would encourage you to alter your supplier so then i needed to refill out the um survey again go through that whole trauma of filling it out once again and then i was designated to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were utilizing the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my first therapist but she still was responsive enough and so then i registered for a video for Juliette Bentolila Better Help
It cost me 272 dollars and that was with the financial aid um and the the one thing that i truly really enjoyed about um much better aid was the reality that i might talk to my therapist at any point and so that’s what i began doing i was i was talking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting back and forth talking to her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i desired to do a video a video with her so i desired to do a um a live the live video choice and so when i did that um the connection and the chemistry and all of the things that i felt like we developed just wasn’t there and i didn’t.