us to do face to face a video treatment session…Regain Better Help… and after that when it came time to do it i was there i was ready to go she wasn’t there i thought that was type of odd however you understand nobody’s best so i gave her a long time so about 5 minutes went by and when she lastly sent me a message so she sent me a message and it said hey let’s move into the live chat option and so we had a treatment session through chat when i wanted it to be through video and i understand like you get what you spend for um and so you understand much better aid i do not i don’t understand about other individuals’s experiences with much better aid um but it was it seemed to me that um
truly feel like she was taking note of me and i in fact prefer video treatment um over you understand texting or email whatever i don’t know if they do therapy through e-mail i do not believe so but i in fact prefer video over anything and so i did that in hopes that we would be able to develop off of what we had already been kind of speaking about and some of the issues that we have been going over and so it did not end up being um it didn’t turn out to be what i desired it to be she appeared to be actually distracted it remained in my mind it was like she was playing solitaire or something on her computer system like she never for like she would take a look at me from time to time but most likely 97 of the time she was looking in another instructions which didn’t really make me seem like i was hurt or being listened to and so she you know was likewise like on her phone and simply i do not understand it simply was truly weird now much better hope they they just utilize licensed therapists therefore i had actually looked this uh looked her up since i simply wished to make certain whatever was legitimate and it was um however the um you understand how they state you know like bedside manners like with medical professionals i didn’t um i don’t really know what it would be phone side coach video side manner i do not understand treatment side way heard way didn’t work for me um and so like i stated i i didn’t really feel as if i the one thing that i wished to do most like i said was a video choice i didn’t actually feel as if that was the strongest fit of my therapist now we did have truly you understand extensive conversation but um there were there were long times when i would state specific things and
she would respond with something that was like extremely random or often she was you understand react to what i said or like i do not know it simply didn’t seem like she was extremely present um so i got a new therapist through the better health platform and so when you are signing up for a therapist you need to complete like this questionnaire and they appoint you to someone therefore i filled out the questionnaire again um and it you have to go into you understand well i entered into depth on my circumstance therefore that didn’t really feel good to have to go through that procedure all over again um but i was like whatever so that new therapist got designated to me and then she sent me a message that stated you in fact need to be searching for someone who focuses on this i would motivate you to alter your provider so then i had to refill out the um survey once again go through that whole trauma of filling it out again and then i was designated to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were utilizing the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my first therapist however she still was responsive sufficient therefore then i registered for a video for Regain Better Help
so it cost me 272 dollars which was with the financial aid um and the the one thing that i truly really taken pleasure in about um much better assistance was the fact that i might speak to my therapist at any point therefore that’s what i started doing i was i was talking to my therapist non-stop through text so we were texting back and forth talking to her non-stop um any any and everything that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i wanted to do a um a live the live video option therefore when i did that um the chemistry and the relationship and all of the things that i felt like we developed simply wasn’t there and i didn’t.